Wednesday, September 25, 2013

It Gets Better :)

It has been 2 weeks today since my sweet missionary left and honestly I am hanging in there...I am just staying busy. That's really the key. Being involved with positive activities to pass the time really helps. Going to school, having a job, spending time with family and friends, even with his family helps a lot because they are all going through a similar experience. They can understand. :)
It's especially hard for any missionary girlfriend to go through this alone. People will criticize no doubt, but you have got to think to yourself.."Why does their opinion matter to me? They don't know how much he means to me and I mean to him." You just got to brush off the negativity because that isn't going to make you any happier or feel any better. YOU decide when YOU are happy.
I know this is easier said than done though. These two years aren't always going to be rainbows and unicorns I is just sad how people can be so mean.
Well anyways, yesterday morning my best friend left the MTC and flew out to Florida. Of course I worry sick about him but I know Heavenly Father will protect and bless him so much. I know that everyone here back at home will also be blessed tremendously and this will all be worth it.
Today I miss him a lot. I really haven't actually sat down and thought about how much I miss him until today and I'm trying not to cry lol (good thing I didn't wear make up today) I will be at work soon though so I'll be ok. Well I just thought I should share today since I need to get into a better habit of blogging about my journey and adventures. Love you ladies! Hang in there!

emily sarah ♥

Monday, September 23, 2013

Where are you Fall?!

I got a couple new things this past week at Aeropostale that finally got marked down. I really want the weather to get colder soon so I can wear these items without looking silly haha. The weather has been crazy and it seems it just can't decide what to stay on! It will pour for like 10 minutes and then be 100 degrees again! So frustrating haha

First I got this super cute scarf! I have already worn it so many times. :p

This is my all time favorite though! I have been wanting a motorcycle style jacket for quite sometime now and I just loved this one. Ya my room isn't the know we have all been there! Also notice my new phone case! :) 

Just showing an up close on my mirror is disgusting..grr I will go clean that haha

Thanks for reading...err I need to blog more...I promise I will.. :)

emily sarah ♥

Wednesday, September 4, 2013


Wow this summer has been a whirl wind and went way too fast! I have been spending as much time possible with my missionary before he is off to the MTC. I miss him already and he hasn't even left yet. Today is exactly a week from when he leaves and I still haven't grasp the idea. It isn't all a sad thing though. I am feeling way excited for him and I know I will really enjoy sending and receiving cute little messages :) oh and we can't forget about the packages! hehe

For the past few months my missionary and I have been spending a lot of time together with his family. Lots of movies and dinners, long meaningful talks, we tried golf haha, shopping...lots of shopping, Lagoon, and just simple video chats at night. For his birthday, we went up to Idaho with his mom. We finally got to wear our adorable and perfect "SoulMate" shirts that I bought in June. These shirts were a pain in the butt though! The company I bought them from made this shipping a nightmare. They took forever to finally ship it to me and gave me the wrong sizes (they were way too big), but I totally fixed them. I flipped the shirts inside out and sewed our true size and cut the extra off. I didn't take a before and after picture though darn it :( but they turned out great! :)

emily sarah ♥